So he has decided not to go to Florida with our S and me next week. I can not say I am really surprised. I posted it on the newcomers board if you want to see about that.
So right now I am not sure what is going on again. I am still DB'ing and being everything I have to be to hold myself together. However tonight when we swap our S I am afraid he may try to talk and I really do not think I can right now since he is not going with us. I am more upset than I thought I would be and I really knew deep down he was not going to go but it still is like a fresh wound.
Advise on what to do tonight when we swap. I plan on trying to make it quick and say we have plans and take S to the library and get out of Dodge fast.
