i'm so frustrated this morning. I wish H would say something like 'things are ok atm, can we just take it one day at a time?' I just wish I knew where I stood and if he wants to work at the M. I feel like asking but I feel ok atm and don't want to deal with him saying he is still planning on going b/c then I would want him gone asap. This is so selfish, what about my needs, what about communication?

aarghhhhhhhhh

rant over

(((XD))))

P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07