I'm still down in the dumps. Feeling lonely. Feeling frustrated. There was something H and I had agreed that we needed to talk to D17 about. I requested that we do it together so we would be on the same page and give her a clear message. Last night was not convenient for him. Tonight I wasn't sure what time I would be home from work, but I said not before 5. About 4pm I called him and said it would be closer to 6pm. He said fine. As I am driving home D17 calls me on cell phone and said she and dad had just had a talk. Of course, she was mad at ME! Made me mad that he couldn't wait for me like we had discussed! When I asked him why he talked to her without me he said he didn't know how long I would be and he didn't feel like waiting (I was just 10 minutes later than I had said). GGGGRRR!!! I am trying to co-parent, but I am the one to have to hold the pieces together when he walks out the door.
I am also sad. H said that a good friend (the best man in our wedding) called today to tell us plans for their son's wedding in December. I asked if they know we were getting divorced (they live in a different state so we don't talk as often as we used to). H basically said, "of course"--so non chalantly! H did tell friend to mail the invitation to both of us at our house. At least that makes me think he wouldn't take ow. Maybe in a few days I'll call them (and see what H said as to the reason we are getting divorced....although I guess that doesn't matter).
D17 and I are going away for the weekend. Hopefully I will feel better when I get back home. Thanks for asking about me.
