Well....I must say I congratulate you on reading and getting to know whats ahead of you before you posted. You do sound like a smart Gingersnap!
I think your answer lyes somewhere between your husband losing it with all the crying and you realizing you both need space. Oh boy......hindsight is 20/20.
Those tiny bits and pieces you spoke of.....well, they build a big puzzle. The more you go into analysisparalysis (sp) the more you second guess. Whew....I do hate to see you here, but I am very glad you have done your homework. It helps.
Your doing mahvelous Ging! It's hard. Lots of enerfy will be zapped.....but if "standing" is what you want. Strapping yourself in is a good idea.
I would also say that asking you to pray for him.....is a cry for help. You being the calm one...is help. He needs this from you, as he is spinning so outta control right now. Alot has hit him......(not taking from you) but then again, if you've read, you know it's not about you.........right?
Your PMA is astounding at this early stage of your journey!!
Kudos Girl!
Jeanette
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
