Yes...I'm trying to be patient and compassionate. Right now though...grrr.
He has to work late to finish a project for the retreat...offered to pick him up dinner, he said that sounded like, "a lot of work." Well, F*CK, I wouldn't have offered if I didn't mean it. He's such a f*cking martyr sometimes...makes me think he ought to hide out around Easter....
Anyway, I'm going to deliver dinner to him though apparently it's such a ginormous, horrid chore for me to complete. THIS is why I'm not a pleaser. All the you shouldn'ts and it's too muches and I'll just suffer here in my personal prisons. How about a thank you, yes.
Blah. Makes me think living on my own and taking on a lover I kept at arm's length would be less complicated.....
SD
Me: 40 H: 43 H had EA from 2/06-9/06 Bomb 5/06 Piecing since 9/2006 3/2008: Boundary setting 7/2009: Boundary crossing~dropped my own bomb. 8/2010: Marriage finally on track!
