Just got back from my W's apartment. I am crying hysterically and can hardly contain myself. She told me she's in love with the OM but didn't want to hurt me but wanted it in the open so I don't get false hopes that she will come back. She said she is confused right now and is not saying she won't ever come back, but definately not now. I CRIED HYSTERICALLY WHEN SHE TOLD ME, she hugged me and said she loved me but not in love with me. IS THERE ANY HOPE or do I just wait to die?
