thanks, neph. maybe time will change that. maybe, if we do divorce, we will be friends as time goes on. I don't know. guess I'm not supposed to right now.
lwb, you are sweet to trek over here to my thread when you aren't feeling well. yeah, I did write h back. the back and forth was short on both of our ends:
Me: yes, I went. I took g. I figured that was okay since you told me you didn't care about them when I asked back in june.
H: It is fine. I hope you guys had fun.
Me: thanks. it was a really good show.
such a stilted, impersonal exchange. but I guess that's what I asked for, and what I need right now. He doesn't seem put out that I went. I did give out more info than needed (that g was the one I took) but I did that on purpose...he thinks I'm seeing someone and I don't want him to think I took some other guy to a show that he bought tix to. I know it probably doesn't matter, but to me it does. yeah, me thinking too much about him. need to stop that. yeah, I know I say that a lot.
he called tonight to say hi to the kids and I was busy and they were running around and it was pretty chaotic around here. I did tell him a bit about S5's homework...he didn't realize S was getting homework, it really just started, but a new world for us. we were finishing it up and having fun with it. so I talked to him for a few minutes, but only about the kids.
I miss him.
not being terribly productive tonight. should be reading one of the many books I have sitting here. instead I've got The War on, but am not even paying attention to that. just kind of wandering around the house.
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