hi morgan, such a long day. And to start out with a headache, I feel for you.
I am glad you didn't send an email. He knows what you wanted to tell him. But I know the feeling of wanting to say it again. I don't think the Wicked email was a dig (about personal questions). Did you answer him?
I feel everything you have written in the last day. Sorry I can't be more full of advice, I am reading the advice others gave you for some insight. Have a great night.