Thanks everyone. I am having a pity party and need to stop.
Sara-Even H admitted his dad's house isn't ready for kids. Some days he'll talk about getting it ready for the girls to stay there, then he'll say it'll just be him there, who knows!
Saffie-thanks!
TAL-Yes, space might be good this weekend. I just feel like he is getting what he wants, going out on the weekends, sleeping in, THEN the kids when he's good and ready. Me? He can take or leave me.
morgan-You used the word "resentful" and that's how I feel today. I just am tired of HIM being lost, does that make sense. I am resentful that I am having to live in limbo, feeling like 2nd choice, stepping up for everything else while he figures out what he needs.
SueS-As far as I know, OW is not taking his calls at all. OW's H put a no contact on ANY phone call. I just worry she will cave and answer. Repeat after myself: I can't control it. I can't control it......
Its just pathetic (yes, pathetic) to me that he is still calling her DAILY, like he is pursuing her. It makes me sick.
ROOT-The money thing won't apply to us, I make about 75% of the money. We still share the same bank account and I always pay the bills.
