Over the phone today the W mentioned that the major roadblock could be that she may never be able to believe me that I am genuine about loving her for who she is as a person since for 6 years of M I didn't and that I wanted her to look different, be different, whatever. Obviously no words is going to change her mind. She has a hard time believing all of sudden I think and feel completely different. And she's not sure how I can even show her that. Does anyone have any idea what I can do to show her that? It's just beyond frustrating when you are genuinely feeling about something and someone calls you a liar, and maybe forever.....
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
