No, I'm not done. I deeply love this woman. I've gotta figure out some way to let this go. You are absolutely right, OT. I know you are. I understand it. I know it. I knew it even before you pointed it out to me. Still, I just keep alternating my feet for target practice, don't I?
I don't know what attracted you to comment on my sitch, but I do appreciate it. I'm giving her my key when I pick up the girls today. Maybe that'll start the atonement process.
She sent me another email, to paraphrase, "I've been telling you no, but you won't listen." I know, I know. Everything that everyone has been saying about pressure is true.
I just need to be me for a while and not be around her. It's just the hardest thing that I've ever done and I'm not doing it well.
BD
My latest
Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY
