Still Seperated and Hopeful

[mcojh]

Anyway Frank, I do somewhat know what you mean. I had a start on the "Manning up" thing last week telling her on no uncertain terms what I felt about what she was doing etc. I told her not what I thoughted she wanted to hear, but what I wanted to say.

It was her calling about counseling out of the blue that threw me off. If you read back to the end of last week, I was prepared to move on, asking opinions as to when I could accompany a person of the feminine persuasion out to dinner etc.

My biggest problem is and has always been my expectations. I allow her actions to give me expectations. After last week, I felt that it was over and I felt a lot better. Then she keeps initiating R talks and then the C thing. She sucks me in....