H, you should change your name to "The Backslide King". It's almost like you enjoy it. Why in the heck would you even think about going to her house to use the bathroom? It's like you went there wanting to find something. You seem to be working just as hard to justify to yourself that it is over as you are trying to keep it together. D*mn boy, stop flip flopping and pick a direction and walk the walk.
“Do you want to be RIGHT or want to be LOVED” “You have to have a life to share a life with someone” “When you stop resisting, you start learning”
