Gotta run but thought I would at least put this out there for now.
The idea of anger coming from my W not "seeing" me resonates very strongly with me. And the anger has been really strong over the last couple of weeks, to the point that I feel paralyzed by it. I am having a hard time "dropping it" or pulling back from it to analyze it. It really is affecting our R in a very negative way, because I have stopped doing positive interaction type things because my anger gets me into a major funk whenever I start. For example I often have the thought, "who does she think she is ignoring me and treating me like dirt, avoiding affection and even listening to what I have to say about even mundane topics? why should I even try to be nice to her when she is being so dismissive of me?" Not saying that position is defensible or logical, but that is the sort of thing that has kept me withdrawn for a while now.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
