You have gained so much wisdom. I know it's painful, but gosh working through challenges like this can a person so amazing and you seem like one who has done that. Sure, you break apart, but then you wrap the bandage over and seem to heal stronger and better than before.
I'll take a look for that movie. It sounds fascinating.
Yes, I know I shouldn't focus on the sex stuff. It's just too shallow. Although, honestly, and here I'm going to lay it on the table... okay... gosh here I feel so embarassed... what is a normal amount of time for a woman to orgasm? Very recently I have developed this weird "obsession" where I think maybe I take too long to orgasm and sex couldn't be "great" with me.. and OW was better because she didn't take so long. I understand timing could be the Celexa (AD) even though I take a very low dose. Gosh, I feel so embarassed to write about this! Me who generally talks so easily about sex!!!
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
