I would havwe run for the hills too But, some people are just so needy.

Your Xh is saying and doing everything you want to hear and see and im'e sure he is OW too.
If she's needy she'll bite, just as you have been doing (until now because you are going dark right).

There is probobly some integrity in there some where that you can see a glimpse of H just has to grow up and start living it.

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez