thanks ladies. I didn't send it, and I won't. but wow, the desire to is powerful. yep, he knows it right now. I just hate when he is hurting. how twisted is that? I do want him to be okay. I (almost) wish I could give him what he wants...my friendship. but I can't. maybe down the road, but not right now. I'm taking care of me, not him.
carrie, nice to meet you...looking forward to meeting you irl in a couple of weeks.
I had an okay w/o. well, not really...was able to do weights at least. my knee was acting up so no cardio. doesn't that make me sound old? lol. but its something I've been dealing with since I had surgery on it when I was 17. I know well enough if I rest it today, tomorrow I'll be fine, where if I push it today, I won't be able to do anything for a week.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
