Truly Piecing once and for all!

[Heartbroken]

lwb,

I did read your note - I am out here daily (sort of my own personal addiction) but not as long as when I was at the worst stages of DB'ing... Hang in there you are doing great!

Journalin'

We had a very busy family weekend - football for S10 ALL day Sat. (away game and they won - yeah!). We then went over to friends for a bon fire and left at a respectable hour since we were going boating at 11:00 on Sunday. This has been a learning point for me - H always felt my social circle was more important than my R with him. So now when he's ready to go we leave - he knows that he will 'get' to do my time schedule once in awhile too - just not every weekend like before... Problem is we have a lot of diff groups of friends and we could be busy every weekend with a diff group - but I need to place our R first above everything else. So we are trying to balance the social life, Married life and family life...

Life is wonderfully crazy and busy and I am so grateful to all be together!! My house may not be in the best shape (due to lack of time) but my priorities sure have changed!!

My fears are still there - it's been 12 weeks since he came home and still no ILY but I feel us connecting. Conversations are not so stiff..

My parents come out from WI to visit this weekend - I have not seen them since Feb. (a long time for me) and I am not sure how prepared H is emotionally to see them. He says he is fine - but I am sure there will be some discomfort at first...

Have a great Wed. everyone!!

HB