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Thanks. I am trying to think about this weekend. It's tough though. My oldest niece (Soph in college) called tonight. She wasn't planning on coming home, but since we'll be there, she might drive to a town 45 minutes from school where I can pick her up on my way home. She'll ride with me the rest of the way home & then her boyfriend will drop her off at her car on the way back to school. She's such a sweetheart and loves our D3 to death.

I did make sure that D3 got to talk to H tonight before she went to bed. I don't think it's fair to her for me not to call. He asked what I was doing and I told him I was putting furniture together. I said....well, I only have 1 chair done and I wanted D3 to talk to you before bed, so I'll let you go. H got home from work about 30 minutes ago, putzed around for 10 minutes and left to go workout. I asked him to sit and try out the new table & chairs, but he didn't respond. Maybe it was my actual question now that I think about it. I actually said....H, can you sit down for just a second and tell me what you think. Kind of a dumb way to put it on my part! He never did say one word to me. I'm proud of myself though. I went to the store, had them load the table/chairs, I brought it all in myself & put it all together myself. Just 4 chairs and an easy table, but I still did it all on my own.

I'm tired tonight, yet I don't feel like I can fall asleep. I might hit a warm bath to see if that helps. I haven't eaten much today either, so I feel queezy. Hey, I guess I could look on the only bright side to this......maybe that 10-15 lbs. will come off now quicker than I thought! Just trying to do my best tonight to see any bright side to this whole damn mess.

Guess I'll head off for that bath tonight and then hit the hay.

Have a good evening.

SueS


ME: 42, H: 42, D6
Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs.
Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009
Status: Working on it day by day