Every thing is fairly quiet in my situation. H out partying alot. My son says he is hardly ever at his place. Makes me sad.

Today I booked a painter to do the outside of the house. He put a big advertising sign in the front. I need to continue to get a life.

My son said that H stated that he has made many mistakes lately. I thought this was quite a statement. No expectations tthough.

Me: 45
H: 43
Married: 19 years
Dated 05 years
Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"

Kids: 16 (s)
13 (d)
2 (d)

"If god is for us, who can be against us"