As Chrome said, I just need to talk it out sometimes.
Yes you do. And a professional therapist can be much more helpful than friends because you can vent and rage and scream and you don't have to hear about what a loon you were years later at a party. I really think you should seriously consider it.
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but I know that would disappoint a lot of folks too, so ... but some of the things I do....would just go undone b/c nobody else would do it. (long story) Somebody could do it, but more than likey....they wouldn't b/c I tried it once before and it just went undone. I have three (what I consider)"important" jobs and I'm on a couple of committees. That is pretty much my life and that is why I have clung to it b/c if I don't have that.....well, then I don't have much of a life at all.
If your life depended on you quitting your job at church, would you do it? What I am trying to say, is that if something is important enough, you will do it. If quitting your job at church means that you become a happier/better person and your M gets back on track because you have the time and mental and emotional energy to do what you need to do, isn't it worth it? I'm not saying "quit your job at church", but you need to evaluate what is important to you.
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Lordy, I'm stopping before I get to sounding pathetic again.
One of the first steps of getting out of depression is to stop associate your feelings/views/personal traits with words like pathetic. Anyone here think Sandi sounds pathetic? ... No ... Good, that's settled. Let's move on.
Chrome
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
