Thoughts of OW Drive me Crazy!!

[theotherhalf]

This event just may make him comfort her to make her feel more protected from you, the Big Bad Wolf.

Yes I know, and kind of knew that in the back of my mind but couldn't help myself.

It is so unfair that this woman has hurt so many peoples lives and goes on doing it and is okay with it. She was my H OW over 15 years ago for a 2 night stand, split up her own family, left her kids, split up another family over a year ago, and here she is back again, this time destroying my life and my family.

I have been doing a great job at letting her alone. I haven't made any contact with her in almost 2 months. That was hard to do but I was doing it. Then seeing her car drove me right back at it. Could not help myself. But now I think that I'll be okay. I can let her alone for good. Unless! Unless H files for D to be with her. Than I don't know what I will do.

It is really driving me nuts wondering if H knows and why no reaction. Although no reaction may be good, it still doesn't make any sense. Kind of scary. I would pretty much bet the bank that he knows. I almost would that she called him right afterward but the fact that he asked me in to BIL's that night is really confusing.

I guess as usual, time will tell...