Thanks all for clearing this up. Guess some things just come natural. I guess I realized that the being down, crying, and begging was just driving him farther away. So I learned on my own to "act as if" I was okay. That I was just going on with life no matter what happens with him.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!