H wants D

[forward]

Yes, IMP, that's what I need. With that and some space between us, I feel as if I will be able to have less anger and that should help.

I'm going to add--I decided to give it my best shot. I'm going to try to save the marriage.

But I also feel that I may be nearly out of steam.

When H left, he said something that infuriated me (and that I found odd). Said his lease was 13 months "and that should be enough time."

For what? For him to have his fun? For MLC to wear off? I don't know.

Didn't look too happy tonight. D1.5 is now going to his apartment 2x/wk. I think he'd better get used to having her in his space, buying her food, etc..