Other than his moving out 5 weeks ago, how long have you been dealing with this? I ask this for a very specific reason.
This is the man you couldn't live without right? Is 5 weeks all you've got for him?
This ride SUX!! I get angry and hurt and depressed and all that too. There are days I think I can't do this another moment. Then I think of the man I married. I think of our D's. I think of myself. And I know there is alot of fight left in this dog. My H dropped the bomb 8 months ago. It hadn't been good for about 3 years before that (and nothing I could do seemed to make a difference). He never gave me any notice that he was ready to quit. In fact about 4 months before the bomb I thought we were making significant progress. Things seemed so much better.
So the bottom line is...Who are YOU? What do you want? Take your time and figure this out. If it's truly to be done, then it is. You have the power to make that decision. There is nothing you can to though except be happier, more confident, more at peace when he does contact you.
I'm curious about your never begging pleading or crying for him to come or stay home. Does he know you still love him and want this to work? I find it unusual that you never cried or pleaded. I didn't do much of it, but I did do it.
