I know what you mean tryingtosave !

I see amny people like us in almost the same situation.

Things have been slowly getting a little better. We did get into a little bit of a argument lastnight since she was 40min late picking me up from work and I got no call from her. I asked her to please let me know what is going on so I don't worrie.

She has lots of issues to work out. She tells me every day now she loves me and I get hugs and kisses on the cheek. It is a start ! Still in sep beds...

I tell you it can be very frustrating, since I still feel the wall up in front of her. I look forward to brighter days between us. contact with OM seems to be slowly dropping off more and more. She does not call him from what she tells me, but he still calls her at work time to time.

Having a hard time trusting her... she tells me the samething about me. Guess thats what I get for sleeping with the next door neighbor while we where seperated..


W: 28
Me: 27
No kids
Bomb: 12/27/06 ILUBNILWU
Sep: 2/16/07
Came home: 08/30/07