I honestly think she is going to end it when she returns. If she doesn't, i feel like i should. Not sure if i can. I think i need to do something to move on. Until we got a d we would be living in same house because of finances.
I'm so torn and scared. If she only knew or would be open to how i feel tward her.
I have suggested eliminating some monthly bills. They don't add up to much, she didn't want to.
I have to wonder if she is only with me for insurance until she finds work.
sorry for babbling i just got paged here at work
Light Switch
If she chooses to try it w/me she would have to prove it to me
Last edited by light switch; 09/25/0706:47 PM.
Me 37 W 37 D21 D17 D12 S8 grandparents 7/07 boy Married 16 yrs last June 07 Bomb dropped 4/07
"Do what you feel in your heart to be right-for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't", Eleanor Roosevelt
