I'm 39 not 93!! I could just cry having this support. I have friends and all, but they aren't going through this; so they just don't know what to do.
One of the really hard things (as if it all isn't hard) is my H won't admit to any love for me at all. It is so hard on my soul to hear that- even if others tell me (or I tell myself) that I know that's not true.
My kids are really beginning to show signs of suffering right now, and it just makes the burden seem so much bigger.
As for me, thankfully, I love my work, and I am a martial artist so I do have activities for me. It is hard each day to get up and go do them, but I try my best. succeed a lot fail some, too. Same with how I repsond around my H.
I don't even know how I should behave... I just feel like I'm spinning my wheels most of the time. Thanks for the book suggestions. I am almost throught the D Remedy book by Michele.
