I just don't know that I can keep this up endlessly. After all, look how long it took to get here... I just don't have the strength I had in the beginning of my stand. Not by a long shot.
Don't you dare wonder how you are going to have the strength to keep going. It took YOU this long to get here but it may take HIM a little longer to understand all of it. You keep on with what you are doing because it sure seems to be working.
If there was someone out there that understood about waiting, it is me. I still sit on the fence. Some days I wonder if it wouldn't be easier if I just jumped off but I always come up with the same answer...NO. You will give it all you have as I will. We have been at it this a long time, a little longer won't hurt us. You can do this.
I think you are like me in a way, you start to see positives and it scares you. The easiest way out is to back down. Ask yourself, what have your worked so hard for? Did you spend all this time just to give up when he started coming around a little bit? Remember, baby steps. He is taking them now. You need to stop and let him catch up with you.
(Look what it took to drag me out of the woodwork)
