(((HUGS))) Sue, wow. good for you for feeling empowered...it can be empowering. but trust me, the tears will probably come. along with some vomit. its sickening, to see that concrete stuff, and doesn't really go away.
my h and the ow call each other baby. I have grown to HATE that term of endearment. thankfully not one that H has ever used with me. but woe to any man in the future who might. lol.
I am sorry you are hurting. take care of yourself.
eta, I agree with lwb, don't be afraid of the hurt...it will hurt, you have to let yourself grieve. otherwise you can never move past it...it will fester and make you sick.
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M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
