Absolutely blows??? No it doesn't H. Try to apply your PMA here H (fake it til you make it). That "boat" is an excellent plan for all of us! Try not to worry about your sitch (eg, don't stress-remember what my yogi says: worrying is like praying for the result you don't want), and see what happens (meaning let go, and accept that there are things you can't control). I would add focus on you and GAL. Do something that fires you up and make any changes in you that you want to make!

Make it a great day!
Nomo

M 39
W 39
M'd 10 yrs; T 14 yrs
S7 D4
Bomb 5-8-05
W not working on M 1-22-07; EA 2-22
DB 4-10
S 6-11
No more C
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