Thanks yoyo! Hope you got some sleep. You've had a rough few weeks. But once again, you prevail, being the strong one, even if you don't feel it inside.
Sara, that is how H is. He rarely outright apologizes, just does things to make it up. Honestly, in some areas, apologies don't mean anything to me anyway. Our 'ongoing' issues (one of them is him taking his bad moods out on me), I hate hearing an apology because damnit, just stop doing it.
neph, Thanks. We'll see about the doormat thing. I have a feeling H is going to spend his nights away from here on the nights he goes out. No guilt for him (I am not there, so he won't worry about when he is coming home), then he gets the kids after he wakes up from his night. But thanks. I feel pretty strong these days.
andy,
morgan, I get a lot of my actions from reading your threads. Believe me.
Journaling:
You all are so supportive and nice, what would I do without this place? Deep down I fear that I will be the statistic that DB's my hiney off and still gets divorced. But I shall trudge on.
I increased my running program today. Ran for 25 minutes straight, have no idea how far it was, but I was at a good pace. I can't believe it. I don't know where it came from, with my chest cold and not running since Friday, but I did it.
Going to park here for a bit, then shower, then meet D5 for lunch. Its pizza day. Think I burned enough for a slice? I do. I am feeling better today but D3 is not. She is at school, but my phone is at my hip, thinking they might call. My best friend/neighbor is a pediatrician so I will be hitting her up for a check up this afternoon. lol
Happy Tuesday, or at least.....Tuesday to everyone.
