It's a very deep vault of pain you carry around with you, and I'm sorry if it seemed liked I was poking you there without compassion or empathy. Given your reaction, it would seem that the cause of such pain is something that happened to you just recently.
But it didn't just happen. And that pain/anger has been there a long, long time. It sits there, just below the surface, and has no outlet, unless some azzhole woman on a BB, who you don't even know IRL, comes along and pokes and prods just a little too much.
IF that is the case... then yeah, I do see that as a problem. I know it to have been a problem in my own life. And perhaps it is of some indication to you just how deep it was if it took me 12 years to get it out. I'm stubborn as well, so I'm sure that played a part.
You're good at covering it up, Cac. Sometimes it does take an azzhole to get through. And sometimes the same azzhole needs to learn to just move on and keep her trap shut.
