Still Tryin's new thread 2

[S.T. _I Made It!]

Nikki. your right, I thought things were totally fine before, but it wasn't until after all that, that I realized it really wasn't fine. I was just being content with being unhappy. And I wasn't unhappy ALL the time, just part of the time and it reflected in me, and how I was. Little things. So, now for the most part, I don't worry at all about the what if, but it does still sit there in the back of my mind though. But my H has said, well, it's different because we're going to talk about our problems before letting it escalate or become something that it shouldn't, unlike before, where we both didn't talk openly about how we were feeling and then let someone else take over instead.

And on the babies, they either died or got eaten while we were out of town getting the puppy. oh well. I should have expected the first "batch" might not survive. but still, I was really really hoping! I'll post some pics of our dog on myspace when I can. He is really cute. hopefully he won't be an ugly boxer when he's older~!