About Dom's drink Gator Aid comment, well I used to drink Mountain Dew (MD) to keep going. I am not saying it would work for you. It did help me.

I don't drink MD any more like I did in the past. It was a small crutch. I figured I was not doing myself a long-term favor, so I quit drinking several cans a day.

Some people use coffee, some Coke/Pepsi, some drink Dr Pepper to keep their energy and emotional level up. Caffeine and sugar, buzzzzzzz. You know. BTDT.

Sandi, I am not suggesting you drink anything. I am just saying it works for some people to a degree. Maybe it worked for Dom.

Lou