Im ready to go back but I am not ready to send thise-mail. I know it needs to be done.I wish I was as brave as you ladies. I am scared. I don't know what will happen.Things are "comfortable" now at home no real tention. but it is not right. I can't keep these blinders on.

Husband

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know