I do but I'm scared to. I don't want to make my husbands family uncomfortable at a time that should be joyful. I also hate the thought of him seeing the women he broke up with me for. I'm angry that if he should seek her out he will once more be using our kids as a smoke screen for his extra marital endeavors, you know, the great DAD while all the while he is only thinking of his own happiness. If I were really brave and rich I'd say, yes, I absolutely will go, act responsibly, give my best to everyone with the thought that I may never again see my family of the last 25 years.
