Thanks for the support. Goooood weekend, not out of the woods by a long shot, but W and I went to the cinema and we chatted and I held her hand. Wow, that sounds so pathetic when you write it, but it was lovely.
Went to see a brit film - Run, Fatboy, Run and it should be sold on this website. Basic story, man wants girl back, starts making changes in his life, becomes a better person (and run a marathon) and film ends with hope. Its a comedy, but I could see some parallels. So that was nice.
W now in bed, tired out. I seem to have the energy and have just booked her some appointments (hair/contacts) for next week. W also raised the issue about new carpets in the home - could be I'm staying for another week.
As you can tell, I'm feeling up at the moment - little to no intimacy, but I am not putting any pressure on that front - for the sake of another 20 plus years, I can be celebate for a couple of months (I hope).
Still nagging thoughts of OP, but she has not seen him in 5 months, so whilst still an EA, she has not been to see him.
So up at the moment and hope you are all 'feeling the lurve'.
