Lil, It went on for over a year, starting out as friends for months, and then ending as friends who couldn't let go of each other.
K, I do have my martyred moments, but most of the time my sadness will turn into depression. And I have been so on guard of preventing that from happening. I do have my pissed emotiones, and every other emotion in the book. But the environment here is so much better than it had been in years. He has gotten back to himself and it's wonderful to see and feel. I don't know what the eventual outcome will be, but right now I want us to work, and so does he.