Am I piecing yet #2

[Have Faith]

Journaling:

So that conversation that we are all waiting for came Saturday night. He told me that he wanted me and his marriage, but had a problem. That being that OW's B-day is Saturday 29th and he knows that I don't care about her feelings, but he does. He doesn't want to break it off until after her b-day, ugh.

His conversation with her is below
The 10 day vacation he took was not good for their relationship. Also that since he had not signed the D papers, it should tell her something, . He would more then likely go back to his wife. He would not have any contact with her. He would not go to the gym, no e-mail, and no calls. That while the age difference was not a big deal to her, it was to him and that he did not want to start all over again.

He also said to me when I look at you then look at her, I think "what was I thinking." I said that doesn't surprise me as I had read that is a common comment. He said, well that should make you feel better. It does.

So while things are going in the right direction, we are not there yet. I asked how long after the B-day. He said, well, I can't just do it the next day. It might take a week or two. His rent is paid through 10/16, but he only spends about 2 days a week there. I don't think I will see him tonight and I'm out with girlfriends tomorrow night. He doesn't know this.

So I guess at this point I'm keeping my imaginary bf. If H can be out with OW on her B-day (Saturday). I'm going out with bf.

Faith