My wife wants out !!

[dadtotwo]

Detaching is an incredibly difficult process. It is so hard when I look back at my mistakes knowing that my life would be so much happier with my family together. I so don't want to give up on us but I must be truthful to myself and accept that there is no hope. I am having a hard time envisioning myself wth someone else and especially my W with someone else.

I will need a lot of time to heal before stepping back in but it appears that she detached long ago and is finding it easy to get involved with someone else. I have my good days and bad days but I continue to struggle with detaching and being all alone.

I especially hurt when I see my kids and have to drop them off and they cry because they want to live with me again.

This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do...