Thank you so much thegoodfight! That was exactly the kick that I needed....
I hate it so much when those stupid doubts are coming up... Gee, and I DONT WANT to wait three months.... it's now one month since I start realzing that I have to get into gear but seems like I am toooooo afraid of it.... Talked about that in therapy today as well.... Everything just seems like a burdon and the only one carrying it with me is the man who left me. But on the other hand hasn't left me. Coz apart from my best friend he is the only one who really cares about me these days.... (but sleeping with another woman....who he does not want a "real" relationship with?!?) Guess nobody can explain that rationally.... Nor can I. Or him.
Just gotta take it like that. CHALLENGE. BIG CHALLENGE. CHALLENGE of my LIFETIME.
Where do you guys get the ENERGY for taking good care for yourselves from? If you got any ideas, please post them!!!!!
