Seems like she is worried about what people think of her - a bit late to be thinking about that!!!
Try and get some rest. Do something to stop your head going round in circles; personally I find doing something like a fiendish SUDOKU takes up all my mental energy and stops me spinning for a while.
I am so sorry for your pain.
The joke was a bit rude - I can send you it if you want but you might not be in the mood. Up to you - your call!!! Even with my 'accent' I think you'll get it!!!!!
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
