GD...he was receptive, I don't regret it...it is what it is...however, I did text him when I arrived back at the airport and still have not heard anything, which is way frustrating to me...so again I'm back to limbo land. I am still up in the air as to what to do, back off totally, or keep going. I agree with some previous advice that since I walked I need to be trying to work even harder to make this work...so he will see that I'm committed...but that doesn't seem to work either. Part of me just wants to say, it's been 9 months, you either want me in your life, or you don't...but then part of me isn't ready to make that type of commitment either...back to life as usual isn't all it's cracked up to be!

H-32
Me-29
T-10years
M-4yr (10/04)
Me- WAW 1/07
I filed for D 2/07
D put on hold 5/07
H re-files for D 9/08
WOW! trying MC 10/08

"Work like you don't need the money, dance like nobody is watching, love like you've never been hurt!"