Dis,
Not sure on that one. Sex between my W and I had been something of a issue over the past recent years. As we became more distant the quality lessend as she became less interested emotionally.

A couple of months ago as we were talking it came out that essentially she had been simply servicing me. Hadn't O'd in some time. I was floored and felt like total sh!t when she said that. I simply had no idea.

Thus the root of why I feel the way I do about this.

I love her and I want her and telling her that I wanted to wait was very hard to do. We have both lost some weight while stressing over the whole R thing. She's flat out HOT again; and its hard to wait on passion.

Me36
W34
M13
K B10 B12
Bomb 06/07 Near WAW
Me EA over
W EA/PA over, contact with OM ended 08/07
W had to decide OM or Me; Still at home