What is reasonable and what is not?

[cpolk]

SO2,
To my relief as I woke her to tell her bye this morning she said that we just had a misunderstanding.

You know she can build me up as fast as she can tear me down.

I try not to think about this to much but as it is largely self defeating, but if all this is for nothing (things don't work out) its going to be a mess. I hate not knowing what the end result is. I hate that there is nothing I can do to help other than what I am doing.

I want so much for us to work yet feel so powerless to be successful at it.