I have always slept with the TV off. Every little noise I heard made me jump out of bed to see if someone was there etc... Just an example....I have learned nowt to sleep with the TV off. I hear a noise...so what.
When we were bartending I would wait up until 4 for him to get home because I could not sleep without him....Now I can, Imade myself. I never wanted him to go out. I was afraid when he wasnt around. Doing this has made me learn to not be afraid if he isnt around. I cant imagine how hard that must have been for him. Now he and I coudl function. He could do all those things and I would not be afraid. I would be sleeping soundly when he got home from what ever he was doing. I could wrap my arms aoround him then. It is something I think about often!
M: 34 H: 32 M: almost 6 years S: 2 yrs D: 4 yrs Together: 8 Known him: 15 years I walked away: April 1st Wanted back: May 1st!!!!!
