Well, W asked me to come over this morning. This is unplanned since I'm suppose to show up after the kids' nap in the afternoon. So that was nice. Went to the mall with the W and the kids for lunch and then got the W a bday present. Her bday is the coming Wednesday. Well, after the kids went down for their nap, completely unexpectedly the W initiated sex. Afterwards she said please don't read anything into it. But at the same time she said there was passion and emotion and it wasn't just sex. She also said that afterward she had anxiety due to: 1. I might read into it too much. 2. Good memories flooding back and she's really afraid of opening back up and being hurt again... Hopefully time will change the second.... I just told her I'm not reading anything into it. It is what it is.
Oh the other hand, it seems like a definitely no on November Retrouvaille. *sigh* I had hopes. She thinks that it will take a LONG time before she can fight through her own issues. Here's hoping and praying that she doesn't take that long. Oh well, I'll keep DBing and hope for the best and pray for her.
M: 31 W: 31 M: 7 T: 8 S:4 D:2 Bomb dropped: too many to count or remember, 12/17/07 last one S on 9/2/07 W sent off D papers 12/31/07. Me trying to live life and hope she returns one day.
