H wants D

[forward]

H and family went out to a fancy-schmancy restaurant last night.

I imagine OW went, too. And H froze me out this morning.

I definitely feel like a piece of garbage and disposable.

I will be glad when ILs leave. This is very difficult.

MIL made hints that I was partly to blame. I feel as if I am shouldering more than my share of blame here. A key part of the problem has been H's unwillingness to admit to his share of the problem.

I also think H has become willing to lie to protect his ego.