The one question that came to mind was, when you were having the EA, were you feeling better physically as well? I remember something about you feeling really good about yourself that one day, walking out to the mailbox or something? Did you seem to have more energy more almost "will to live," etc. Could you at least try to put that same energy into your H? Or is that completely gone?


Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10